April '09 Blog #2: My Mississippi Teacher Corps Experience
My MCT experience has been a long one with many ups and many downs. I have cried, laughed, screamed, and smiled over and over again. I have gained confidence as a teacher and have learned many valuable lessons throughout my time in Teacher Corps. Join me as I summarize my experience with the Mississippi Teacher Corps.
May 2006
I need a change and something different. After researching alternate route teaching education programs in MS, I found MS Teacher corps. I applied. Soon after I get my first call from Ben Guest. I am excited to graduate. One week later I’m driving to Oxford, MS. I am excited and nervous, because I don’t know what I’m really getting myself into. I meet my roomie from Alaska. She’s super cool. We meet other MCTers. Everyone seems nice. People begin to leave. Holly Springs summer school starts soon. Issues arise with lead teachers, a bus-driving incident, and Couzapaloosa. We meet great 2nd years. We have lunch and free food at Annie's and Ajax's. At Holly Springs it’s always lesson plans, lesson plans, lesson plans. More teaching. I’m having too much fun by now and not taking the Praxis seriously. I don’t pass the Chemistry Praxis. No more Teacher Corps. No apartment in Greenville. Looking for a job. Retake Praxis. Won the Green Highlighter Award!
Fall 2006
Although I wasn’t officially in MCT during this time, I thought that it was necessary to reflect my time being outside of Teacher Corps. I was hired to work as a full-time substitute inclusion teacher. I had a great time establishing my rules and procedures for my temporary class. I am so glad that I had the opportunity to do something different. Since I was there full-time, I usually subbed for whoever was out that day. This way I had the chance to meet a lot of the students. They recognized me from around school and knew about my rules and consequences. I felt so validated. Someone mentioned that a teacher had left a science position in a nearby city. I decided to look into it. I applied, interviewed, and was hired to teach Biology I-a state tested subject.
Woe is me. I begin my 1st real teaching experience in late September, early October. So much for rules and procedures for the first two weeks! They have been running wild since August. The teacher apparently left for lunch and never came back. It seemed like my students fought me every day with my rules, procedure and consequences. Things started to change when I introduced Student of the Week, Star Student, and Most Improved. This was an idea that I received from my fellow MCTer. It was during this time that I really missed my MCT classmates. The support that we had was overwhelming and comforting. I felt like I had lost my lifeline and was put in this situation to sink or swim. I still called many of them to see what type of advice that they could give me. It’s just hard especially when, you become accustom to the constant support and encouragement. I believe as first year teachers, you need that validation or reassurance that you u are doing a good job and that you are a good teacher. I had a great mentor at my school. She taught me a lot about how to treat them right, keeping the reigns tight, and loosening them up towards the end. Although, we clashed a little-she was into older things and I was more about technology and lab experiments, I really valued her opinion.
Spring 2007
Back to Teacher Corps! I am learning to sat afloat now. Working and going to school is a little hard. I really missed my group. I learned that more people left. Rejoining the camaraderie feels good again- I feel connected again. I’m teaching Biology I and getting students ready for the state test. I am trying to balance a more than full-time job and graduate work. More blogging. I hate blogging. No surprise, we have received another email from Ben Guest-Blogging now has a 500 word minimum. Did I mention I hate blogging?! I am really looking forward to the summer, because I need a break! May comes and I am looking for a job closer to home. Gas prices are ridiculous! The 2nd year class leaves, and I will miss them. At this point I am also missing my children, my students. They really bugged me and were a challenge the whole year, but I am really going to miss not seeing them next year. Yeah, summer’s here!
Summer 2007
I’m back in Oxford at an apartment now. I am so excited! I love having my own space. I have a new roommate now. My old roommate met a great MCTer! It feels good to be a 2nd year now. I believe my 1st year is over. I am a new job that is closer to home. I didn’t realize how much I would miss my 1st group of kids. I reflect back to my 1st group of MCT summer school students. I wonder how they are doing. The new class of MCTers come in, and I am excited to see Molly from last year. I enjoy many laughs with my new roommate. Ed Law begins. Many outside parties with Teacher Corps. I don’t do the outside. There is much of me sleep in my apartment. There is a sign-in sheet in Holly Springs. Now I must make it to work on time. Seeing the newbies reminds me of last year. I try to tell them things to help them. One listens and one doesn’t. One ends up staying and one doesn’t. Summer school feels weird as a 2nd year. There are no more lead teachers.
I am trying to improve myself for my new teaching environment-alternative school. My mentor from last year calls and says all but eight students passed the State Test, including the retesters and those at alternative school and behavior treatment facilities. It felt like I had accomplished something great. Sometimes teaching a state-tested subject you do not receive instant gratification for your efforts. That phone call made me realize that all of my hard work did not go to waste and made me really feel good as a person and better as a teacher. I am extremely happy. The 1st summer session ends. Yea, I am glad that I don’t have to stay for a 2nd session, and I am mad that I received a B on my evaluation. I won the Most Outgoing Award.
Fall 2007
A new start begins. I’m at a new school teaching new subject this year-Math. The principal who hired me is now at another school. Let’s summarize: New principal, new school, new prep, and since I have to make up for Fall 2006, new MCT class. This is a lot of news for a 2nd year teacher. I love my job at first. Everything changes every week here and nothing is constant. These early Saturday morning 3 a.m. drives to Oxford are killing me! New assignment is to plan a 5 day STAI lesson plan and I don’t even have a constant prep yet. So far I have facilitated an inclusion reading lab, taught health, elementary math, and middle school math. More changes arrive. I now only teach Pre-Algebra and Algebra I.
My observer comes and my students are very loud and crazy that day. They are not motivated and no one was on board with my lesson. Total chaos. I stopped my planned lesson and made the necessary changes to “save” the remaining class period. I was devastated. Afterwards he only said two words, “Tough crowd.” He then gave me credit for my efforts and initiative to change it up. I thank MCT for preparing me to deal with situations like that. I went home with my spirits lifted.
Spring/Summer 2008
No MCT this semester. My class is graduating, and I am really going to miss them. I enjoy one good last meal with my class at the Downtown Grill. Great food and great people. I’m interested that some are staying to teach another year. I’m ready to graduate now.
Fall 2008
More news-I’m at a new school this year teaching Science Skills and Reasoning. (Yes, another new prep!) I realize how much strength I’ve developed over my last two years teaching. I know how to anticipate problems before they even begin. Teacher Corps really prepared me to handle being a teacher. I really enjoy the Educational Leadership class with Dr. Mullins. It made me think of things from an administrative point of view and from a teacher. We meet a lot of important people including Governor Winters. I’m not enjoying Ed Research as much. I did gain some insight into reviewing Ed Journals for new ideas. Coursework finally ends and portfolio time begins. No more 3 a.m. drives!
Spring 2009 (Present day)
Yea! It’s almost that time. I have no idea on what to include in my portfolio, but as I think about it, it becomes easier to manage. I am so thankful for all of my experiences, because they made me stronger, wiser and better person. Having the support from teachers like me who are trying to impact their class like me makes me feel like I can accomplish more. I will be teaching at my school another year, and I am excited about it. I didn’t realize how much you impact students initially. I am a teacher and I am proud to say that the MS Teacher Corps helped mold me into who I am today. Now, hurry up graduation!


